2025/05/19

Today was same as usual too.
It's reminding me a quote of movie 'Fight Club',
"Everything's a copy of a copy of a copy."
I was thought a thing long time.
It's about self-destruction.
Sometimes, we are suffering at same days.
We need something new stimulus.
We suffered with our mental illness,
we call it this different name, a mental pain.
So we tried to forget or feel less this starting to self-destruction.
Like drink, or hurt your self physically.
It's insane.
You can't feel alive without pain.
So, I think lift-weights are same thing.
But, this is a good way to do.
You hurt your muscles, and healed.
And that makes you stronger.
So I choose this way.
It's helpful for mentally stable to me.
Anyway, I'm just moving forward, keep pushing.
Anybody to try catch dream, I believing you.
I hope Jesus Christ will lead you guys to right way.

추신. 걱정해주셔서, 그리고 위로의 말씀 주셔서 감사드립니다.
늘 행복하시길 바랍니다.
사담을 덧붙이자면, 저는 원래 조금 늘상 우울하고 불안정한 사람입니다.
천성적인거라, 혹여 걱정하시는 분이 계시다면 걱정안하셔도 됩니다.
감사합니다.