2025/05/18

I hate this time.
If it's this time, I hate my life.
Just, I'm afraid of tomorrow.
I forced going back in society that I don't fit.
It feels like everything are unreal.
Even I do.
I just, don't fit this world.
As you know, people like me that always has depressed feeling,
we can't feel purely happy.
We always feel something bad, or sad behind.
So, we can choose few ways to ignore or feeling less that.
For examples,
writing,
drawing,
or work-out.
And, I think I should do work-out on Sunday.
So I don't try to ki...well you know the words.
Today I was eaten so much of chocolates, to try my feel better.
The way of I do to survive is those two things, chocolate and work-out.
Anyway, I can't draw anything few weeks already.
I don't know what can I do.
I hate myself, my life.
But, It didn't mean I can't change the game.
I'll keep training my self and makes stronger.
1% better every day.
Ah, yes.
I hate this, so I'll change this freakin' game forever.